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Tuesday, October 26, 2004

our computer load so slow. it takes more than half an hour to load runescape while in school it only takes about 5 mins. It used to take only bout 5 mins though, dunno what happened to it. most ppl's coms are faster than the sch's com... so dumb....mine is just the opposite. My sch windows 98 or what leh! Mine xp...but internet dialup. my parents will NOT buy broadband... :(

The runescape is taking ages to load. It's already been more than half an hour... i can't even see the game screen. it's all grey. if i were playing in sch, it would have already finished loading...

though i think my com better than the sch's one. It looks nicer, at least. And there's a colour printer. Though the sound is not working too.

And my parents are so strict. They won't allow me to read comics! My father says if he finds that i buy them he would throw them away. hey, they're not cheap. i have to guard them more carefully now. he doesn't know i own any... and the drawer they're in seems so vulnerable. What's wrong with comics? They don't harm you or anything, and they had improved my drawings. And fruits basket is a nice comic. There isn't any porn inside (most comics don't anyway) and its storyline is nice. I'm going to hide them more carefully. I can't even hide them in school cuz sch's ending. Argh.
Like now when I'm online, my father is like "who are you chatting with?" I am like "a friend." They don't believe in msn msenger, and the frens in msn msnger are actually those that i KNOW. They should try it themselves, though i think their frens don't have msnger.

And they don't like my sister's friends because they call nearly every day. What's wrong with that, for friends to call? I don't have a lot of ppl who call me every day, so it's kinda all right with me. My handphone is on silent mode too, so they won't hear if someone called me.

Yar. And they don't like my sister to send letters to friends too.

And they don't like me to go for group outings such as barbeques and chalets.

They won't allow me to stay overnight for anything. Okay. THis one is kinda ok, cuz there were a lot of parents who won't allow too. Though i would prefer it if they allow though.

They don't like me to go out (shopping or whatever) with friends past about 5 to 6p.m.

I can't read comics. NOt allowed. Even after exams.

When i want to buy something with my savings, i had to tell them. Though i usually don't.

I can't just go out after sch without telling them. Though I usually don't.

I can't go out with my frens beyond toa payoh and bishan. Though i usually lie to them about the location. Boy, i feel bad now.

Thats all. This sucks, if you ask me.

9:56 PM