... what can chionging for the last few days achieve.... when i've been slacking for like.. my whole life...

ahh... for chem i'll just go in and stare at the paper and wonder what crap they're talking about...

at least for maths i understand... just... maybe careless mistakes here, there and everywhere...

art... i dunno what the hell they test on... hopefully not portrait drawing... -____- i prefer still life... though sometimes still life's kind of boring. if only they'll test on cartoon drawing~!!! it's so much easier... and hopefully not on theory. O_O

econs... dunno la. i havent done much econs hw for the year..... dunno how i'll fare... lalala

at least i'm doing fine for the subjects that doesnt require much studying... like cl, gp (if i put in effort), art... the rest needs constant mugging and i'm like failing...

sometimes i feel i exist so that ppl can look at their results and think "my results are bad... but at least not as bad as joanna's.." at least my existence got some purpose... ah well.

and my sister did wear my nikes to camp after all. wth. nvm. now i'm just relieved it didnt get stolen and i got it back...

when i get retained at the end of the year... should i stay or go poly?

next yr i'll wear my cedar uni for pae..! i miss wearing my sec sch uni!! plus i can fit in with all the other newbie j1s... yup.... and i'll crash j2 lectures with 203... haha... maybe learn some j2 stuffs first... (cuz i dont want to get retained twice. -__- if i stay)

then i'll become sl and alvin can pass the timpani to me... i dont think anyone else in percussion will get retained... hopefully not!! O_O

hey wait... i realised.. i dont HAVE to be sl!!! :D i'm the slack kind who dont like to shoulder responsibilities...

but IF i become sl.. it's so weird to have ur ex-classmate pass the thing over to you. yeah lo.

Hmmm.... and even if i go poly... i'll still stay here for pae cuz... i'm so used to this place... even if the facilities suck and everything... i'm so used to jc life... where you need to wear a uniform... if i go poly i'll be wearing the same shirt everyday... or every few days...

at the moment i'll just try to avoid getting kicked out.

er. i mean... i'll just try to avoid getting retained. :))

i never had this problem before... facing the possibility of getting retained... -__- i mean... i used to take getting promoted for granted...

feeling negative now.... (-ve ions make us feel +ve... +ve ions make us feel -ve xD) must have been overintake of cations... some research i saw at action city... HA. but i've been worse. wont die one. -__- ya.