I'm quite pissed off today.

Woke up this morning with the determination to finally understand chem. Had a nice breakfast, and moved out all my notes and tutorials and stuffs. So i decided to start on atomic structure since i started to get lost on that chapter. I understood redox and stoichometry anw. So yup. I tried to do some stuffs and i dont bloody understand a single thing! Ok la. I understood. But i dont know how to apply. -___-"" which sucks. And i woke up so energetic this morning and a few minutes after i started doing work i felt so drowsy, like i nv slept at all like that.

I'm so mad at myself.

Plus a few mins after i started studying my sister siao siao come in and start tidying the stuffs on the table with her usual pissed off cleaning frenzy... like "nag nag nag blah blah blah" while proceeding to move the bunch of unused pens from the right corner of the table to the middle of the table (the portion which i'm using to do my work btw) which really pisses me off, cuz i'm trying to study at home, something which i dont do very often. Anyway moving the pens a few centimetres from its orignal position doesnt make much difference. And she 'tidied' the pile of papers at the side by rearranging some stuffs... which again doesnt make much diff. She just wants to kajiao me.

And she dumped all the stuffs i put on her table onto mine, so my table's now more messed than ever. And she kpkp abt me using her stuffs. Like hello, as if she doesnt use my stuffs? And i dont complain as much k. (maybe i do but i prefer to overlook that :D)

And my parents came in and asked me what i wanted to eat for breakfast... which irritated me at that point of time but they mean well la. So it's ok.

I dont like studying at home. So many distractions. I prefer studying with friends after school, though not much chance for that this wk... Mon art, tues rehearsal, wed art (and last band prac), thurs FREE! :D, fri art.

Sekali thurs got pw. T_T

Art art art. Sucks la. Think i dont have other subjects is it????

And ppl are burning stuffs downstairs again, which annoys me cuz it's making my nose run. Contribute to global warming. And the sky's so grey today, must be cuz of the pollution la!

So now i shall do research on the... Constantin Brancusi for art discussion on mon. It's easier than chem.

His works quite weird leh. -_-""

And thanks for all the effort you put in for me la. I'm quite touched that you havent given up earlier actually, like all the other teachers from primary school to secondary school. But just a bit paiseh to say... then i come off as a bit insincere like that.

ARRRRRRRRRRRGGGGHH... CHEMISTRY!!!!!!!!!