i saved the number as yj DO NOT PICK UP so that it would show on the caller id so that i wont pick it up....

but cuz she called me in the middle of a nap, befuddled and confused... i picked up the call without looking at the caller id...

i was such a boron. An oxi-boron.

and now refreshed, bathed and awake, i cannot recall what we talked about in my befuddled, sleepy and confused state... AT ALL. I could only vaguely remember her voice on the phone and me saying stuff back, left with a yj DO NOT PICK UP in the 'received calls' list as proof that it really did happen...

shit. I wonder if it's something about the last test, or the lecture exercise which i didnt hand in cuz no one asked me to, or she's really asking me to stay back after school at last.

I CANNOT REMEMBER.

This really sucks.

And i thought it would stop at my mp3, but apparently not, cuz my lil' green man has gone to join my wallet in non-being, whatever it is.

I wonder what's next?

I've never been so unlucky before, losing a lot of things that matter to me... in a span of less than two months. Or a few weeks. WORSE.

If this goes on the next thing i'll lose is my mind...