just went surfing on facebook... usually i just stick to my own stuffs and baotoh alvina and xinyi or do gross stuffs to other ppl on sch bus... but this time i went searching for friends, and i'm quite surprised at how many of them i really really miss... though i dont talk to them at all anymore, and i hardly talked to them last time.

well... i have to say, it feels quite lonely sometimes... i had good friends in secondary sch (primary too), but cuz of a silly mistake...

childishness. twice over. (two years each)

regret is a horrible feeling. and i felt that i've let them down to apologise, and at any rate it's too late to apologise now isnt it? who wants to bring up the past?

and i should've have interacted more with the class last time. =.= i was too caught up in my own clique.

i've lost enough aldy.

strange how strong the impact is, even after a year. it doesnt take much to bring it out again... buried under all the new memories. haha. though time has finally given me the ability to act 'normal' again, make new friends, have fun... etc etc....

it must not ever ever happen again.... :(

i miss them >.< though i probably have no right to say it.